Until the next life

Sometimes life is like a television game show. You have to answer many questions, you always have multiple choices, they say they'll offer you something, they say you're unlucky for not having won, they say you can always try again. But the worst part is when you are winning. Seriously. Because you've done everything the right way, you said the right words, you used your tricks, you were focused, and it was clear you were going to the final and so you did. And there you are, knowing it all, or so you'd think, so sure about what you were going to say and decide. You don't even need to know what your options are because you are so sure of what you want. And so the host asks you one final time: "Is that you want to do? No doubts?" and without even blinking your eyes you just say the most confident yes of your whole life. Seconds later you realize you've lost it all. You don't know how or why, it makes no sense to you, still doesn't, but, after all, It was the wrong choice, or so they make you think. And for now you walk away, still thinking about the reasons and if it was really your fault. But the most important question remains: "although you've lost, do you still think it was right choice? would you do the same thing again?". You pick your stuff up the floor, you put your coat on, you close the door beyond you and you just say goodbye without looking back. at least for now...

"Don't throw me away... Am I weak for saying that I needed you?"